I have DECIDED not to be mad at myself ANYMORE, that I have Parkinson’s and I have PHYSICAL DISABILITY. THIS IS OK. It’s NOT that dramatic. I accepted where most people my age moving forward. I have to take CARE of myself. MAINTAIN my health WHEN i saw my reflection in a window I looked at MYSELF passing by a store and it STARTLED me because i could see my limp on the left side of my body and I always work so hard to control it -its exhausting HIDING it anymore The LIFE cycle astonishes me that at the BEGINNING and end of our lives, we appear to be waiting in disdain for something not quite living i think it has something to do with SELF PRESERVATION. OUR self esteem our integrity how we see ourselves its hard to LET GO of who we will be and who we were
Singing – I have found that singing is a coping mechanism that positively influences my life to the fullest capacity –
If in doubt, then just sing. . . . .
POP IT FX re-mix
Mad- Muse (Acoustic)
This video is visually poignant – The Scene: You are literally hanging on the edge of the earth, you have limited space, and supplies. What do you bring??? A ukelele and some music. . ,